Saturday, August 13, 2016
I found a lost marble on my walk yesterday. A swirl of red and green, on white. Right away I felt a soft leather bag in my hand, weighed down with Grampa Smitty's marbles. I heard the rattle of glass, marbles large and small, plus the clink of a steely in the mix. The bag smells like an old baseball glove. I loosen the leather thong and dump the marbles on the rag rug. I see cat eyes, swirls of solid colors, little sapphire, ruby, and emerald spheres. There is an oversized bomb that looks like a many colored candy jawbreaker. By the way, I am now nine years old. The bag of marbles is my inheritance. Many of the marbles have chips in them, scars from warfare waged maybe during the Great Depression. I wonder if the phrase "losing your marbles" comes from those childhood contests, from a sad walk home with a lighter bag. I know I will never risk these treasures in combat. Like mist the memory dissolves. I am old again. Where are my marbles? Where are grampa's marbles? I have lost them. Literally, I have lost my marbles. Somewhere in the chaos of a splintering family, many moves, and time's torrent they are gone. But here is one. Someone else's lost marble. I will keep it. Just as someone, somewhere, keeps mine. Reassurance. Grace.
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Beautiful, and so evocative. I could almost feel the weight of the bag, and hear the clatter of the marbles within it.
ReplyDeleteI do so wish you would write more often. Your short "tales" are always evocative, often moving and always delightfully thoughtful.
ReplyDeleteAgreed!
ReplyDeleteWrite more often, please. I am enjoying finding out how my babiest brother's mind works.And I am tres fatigue of the lost marble.
ReplyDeleteThanks for the prod! Here you go . . .
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